ABOUT CARRIE

I'm not going to tell you I had it all figured out.

I'm going to tell you the truth.

THE STORY

Where it actually started.

I grew up scared. Not the kind of scared that makes you brave. The kind that makes you small.

Covert abuse. Fear. A household where I learned very early to shut up, shrink down, and survive. So that's what I did for years.

Later on, I drank too much. I stayed in relationships that made me feel like shit because at least feeling like shit was familiar. And I didn't believe that there was anyone else out there who would love me. I followed the script I'd been handed — school, job, tick the boxes, don't ask too many questions. I never once stopped to ask who I actually was or what I actually wanted.

I had a well-paid, high-powered corporate job and I was crying myself into it every single day. I hated myself for carrying so much anger and resentment towards everyone and everything. I had a lot to be grateful for. So surely I should have been happy?

"I had a lot to be grateful for. So surely I should have been happy?"

So I quit my job. I packed my bags and travelled the world.

And I was still miserable.

Because I was still betraying myself and not listening. My soul was screaming at me, and I kept ignoring it.

I went travelling with my then-boyfriend, when in fact, my soul was asking me to go solo.

Even when you leave your familiar surroundings, you take yourself with you. The pain doesn't stay at home while you go off finding yourself somewhere beautiful. It gets on the plane. It sits next to you at dinner. It's there in every stunning place you visit, whispering that you still don't feel right. I had to be solo so I could feel the pain and make new choices.

Eventually, I couldn't ignore it anymore.

I had to make a real choice. Not a geographic one, not a career one. A soul-level one. I had to cut all ties to an inauthentic life, to the habits and patterns that weren't serving me, and move forward to the ones that did.

It took every bit of courage I had. I did it anyway.

THE TURN

What came next changed everything.

Yoga. Energy healing. Plant medicine in Peru. Ancient yogic practices. Full shamanic initiations. Magickal awakenings.

Shamanic study under a 50-year practicing hereditary shaman that continues to this day.

And Muay Thai.

Muay Thai showed me who I really am. What blocked me. What I was actually made of and capable of doing. It reflected back at me my level of commitment, determination, grit, and courage — and where in my life I still needed to change.

And somewhere in all of that, I ditched the victim mentality for good. I stopped blaming others and feeling self-pity, and I took full responsibility for every single experience in my life. Every one of them.

When you're willing to do that, really willing, you realise you have all the power you need to change anything. You stop being someone things happen to. You become the creator and author of a life you choose.

That's where the magick lives. And that's what I teach.

CREDENTIALS

What I bring to the work.

20 years developing people across the globe. A 12-year corporate career in Learning and Development as a trainer and Senior Manager.

ACADEMIC

Degree in Environmental Biology
Master's in Business and Management
12-year corporate career in Learning and Development
Senior Manager, trainer and facilitator

COACHING AND HEALING

Certified Life Coach
Personal Trainer
1,000 hours in the Science of Yoga
18th Degree Grand Master Reiki Healer

SHAMANIC AND SPIRITUAL

Shamanic study under Peter Aziz since 2019
Plant medicine in Peru
Full shamanic initiations
Magickal awakenings
Professional Muay Thai fighter — 5 years in Thailand

"I don't teach from books. I teach from a life I've actually lived."

WHY THIS MATTERS TO YOU

You don't need someone who studied transformation.

You need someone who has been through it. The real version, not the polished one.

I know what it feels like to live a life that looks fine from the outside while something underneath is rotting. I know what it costs to keep choosing safety over truth. And I know what it takes to finally stop and choose something different.

I'm not here to rescue you. I'm here to meet you as an equal and challenge you to expand and grow.

If you're done outsourcing your power and ready to choose differently, this is where that starts.

WORK WITH ME

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Everything is possible.

You just have to choose it.

Don't end up the version of you who nearly did the thing.

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ABOUT CARRIE

I'm not going to tell you I had it all figured out.

I'm going to tell you the truth.

THE STORY

Where it actually started.

I grew up scared. Not the kind of scared that makes you brave. The kind that makes you small.

Covert abuse. Fear. A household where I learned very early to shut up, shrink down, and survive. So that's what I did for years.

I had a well-paid, high-powered corporate job and I was crying myself into it every single day. I hated myself for carrying so much anger and resentment towards everyone and everything. I had a lot to be grateful for. So surely I should have been happy?

"I had a lot to be grateful for. So surely I should have been happy?"

So I quit my job. I packed my bags and travelled the world.

And I was still miserable.

Because I was still betraying myself and not listening. My soul was screaming at me, and I kept ignoring it.

I went travelling with my then-boyfriend, when in fact, my soul was asking me to go solo.

Eventually, I couldn't ignore it anymore.

I had to make a real choice. Not a geographic one, not a career one. A soul-level one. I had to cut all ties to an inauthentic life, to the habits and patterns that weren't serving me, and move forward to the ones that did.

It took every bit of courage I had. I did it anyway.

THE TURN

What came next changed everything.

Yoga. Energy healing. Plant medicine in Peru. Ancient yogic practices. Full shamanic initiations. Magickal awakenings.

Shamanic study under a 50-year practicing hereditary shaman that continues to this day.

And Muay Thai.

Muay Thai showed me who I really am. What blocked me. What I was actually made of and capable of doing. It reflected back at me my level of commitment, determination, grit, and courage — and where in my life I still needed to change.

And somewhere in all of that, I ditched the victim mentality for good. I stopped blaming others and feeling self-pity, and I took full responsibility for every single experience in my life. Every one of them.

When you're willing to do that, really willing, you realise you have all the power you need to change anything. You stop being someone things happen to. You become the creator and author of a life you choose.

That's where the magick lives. And that's what I teach.

CREDENTIALS

What I bring to the work.

20 years developing people across the globe. A 12-year corporate career in Learning and Development as a trainer and Senior Manager.

ACADEMIC

COACHING AND HEALING

SHAMANIC AND SPIRITUAL

"I don't teach from books. I teach from a life I've actually lived."

WHY THIS MATTERS TO YOU

You don't need someone who studied transformation.

You need someone who has been through it. The real version, not the polished one.

I know what it feels like to live a life that looks fine from the outside while something underneath is rotting. I know what it costs to keep choosing safety over truth. And I know what it takes to finally stop and choose something different.

I'm not here to rescue you. I'm here to meet you as an equal and challenge you to expand and grow.

If you're done outsourcing your power and ready to choose differently, this is where that starts.

Everything is possible.

You just have to choose it.

Don't end up the version of you who nearly did the thing.

COMPANY

CUSTOMER CARE

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